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February 8th, 2020


11:47 pm - Drabble Table
The Table

001 Whipped Cream. 002 Peaceful. 003 First. 004 Last. 005 Coffee.
006 Pirates. 007 Rose. 008 Hide and Seek. 009 Code. 010 Ring.
011 Chocolate. 012 Cookie. 013 Cake. 014 Candy. 015 Ice Cream.
016 Storytime. 017 Hell. 018 Frame. 019 Dust. 020 Erection.
021 Shadows. 022 Sword. 023 New Year. 024 Sunset. 025 Dawn.
026 First Sight. 027 First Kiss. 028 First Date. 029 Beginning. 030 End.
031 Quest. 032 Rainbow. 033 Love. 034 Lust. 035 Travel.
036 Dark Alley. 037 Genetics. 038 Jump Rope. 039 Body. 040 Poker.
041 Money. 042 Poetry. 043 Cigarettes. 044 Arrest. 045 Drown.
046 Dare. 047 Werewolf. 048 Vampire. 049 Monster. 050 Valentine.
051 Knife. 052 Ball. 053 Pillow Fight. 054 Disappearance. 055 Law.
056 Horse. 057 Hat. 058 Moonlight. 059 Scream. 060 Kinky.
061 Silk. 062 Priest. 063 Firelight. 064 Map. 065 Toys.
066 Drag. 067 Tattoo. 068 Candlelight. 069 Blindfold. 070 Piercing.
071 Touch. 072 Taste. 073 Smell. 074 Sight. 075 Hearing.
076 Ritual. 077 Computer. 078 Bondage. 079 One Night Stand. 080 Mirror.
081 Dance. 082 Secret. 083 War. 084 Moon. 085 Sun.
086 Stars. 087 Fire. 088 Earth. 089 Water. 090 Air.
091 Exotic. 092 Innocent. 093 Grudge. 094 Evil. 095 Perfect.
096 Promise. 097 Forever. 098 Duel. 099 Reservation. 100 Campfire.

101 Gloves. 102 Woods. 103 Angry. 104 Watching the Clock. 105 Glory.
106 Sleeping In. 107 Awake. 108 Claim. 109 Pet. 110 Gift.
111 Winter. 112 Spring. 113 Autumn. 114 Summer. 115 Change.
116 Gold. 117 Silver. 118 White. 119 Black. 120 Red.
121 Green. 122 Blue. 123 Purple. 124 Yellow. 125 Pink.
126 Paint. 127 Blind. 128 Deaf. 129 Mute. 130 Mountains.
131 Work. 132 Alone. 133 Babble. 134 Content. 135 Devious.
136 Hairbrush. 137 Incense. 138 Leather. 139 Eternity. 140 Afterlife.
141 Wish. 142 Storm. 143 Candles. 144 Miracle. 145 Slut.
146 Future. 147 Masturbate. 148 Ecstasy. 149 Chart. 150 Patience.
151 Safe. 152 Superpowers. 153 Nightmare. 154 Dream. 155 Accident.
156 Escape. 157 Victim. 158 Oil. 159 Beach. 160 Snowed In.
161 Diamond. 162 Heart. 163 Spade. 164 Club. 165 Joker.
166 Sick. 167 Belief. 168 Deception. 169 Teddy Bear. 170 Imagination.
171 Kitten. 172 Christmas. 173 Virgin. 174 Lost. 175 Found.
176 Exploration. 177 Costumes. 178 Puppy. 179 Balance. 180 Energetic.
181 Cranky. 182 Fight. 183 Nature. 184 Exhausted. 185 Embarrassed.
186 Intimidated. 187 Confused. 188 Frustrated. 189 Nostalgic. 190 Hot.
191 Snow. 192 Rain. 193 Anonymous. 194 Playful. 195 Cold.
196 Sky. 197 Freedom. 198 Thankful. 199 Vulnerable. 200 Ghost.

201 Naughty. 202 Need. 203 Justice. 204 Riddle. 205 Flight.
206 Curse. 207 Champagne. 208 Ice Cube. 209 Beans. 210 Jail.
211 Wolf. 212 Hawk. 213 Whiskey. 214 Beer. 215 Wine.
216 Clue. 217 Blackmail. 218 Slow. 219 School. 220 Haunting.
221 Court. 222 Trade. 223 Heartache. 224 Stolen Moments. 225 Betrayal.
226 Spy. 227 Vodka. 228 Imagination. 229 Balloons. 230 Daydream.
231 Sleepover. 232 Book. 233 Lovers. 234 Strangers. 235 Friends.
236 Blood. 237 Burn. 238 Slow. 239 Family. 240 Enemies.
241 Broken. 242 Murder. 243 Reunited. 244 Fur. 245 Castle.
246 Battle. 247 Picnic. 248 Wedding. 249 Forbidden. 250 Rebellion.
251 Letter. 252 Forgiveness. 253 Gag. 254 Dancing. 255 Kidnap.
256 Surprise. 257 Desert. 258 Suspect. 259 Birth. 260 Death.
261 Choice. 262 Silence. 263 Pounce. 264 Interest. 265 Discovery.
266 Dinner. 267 Music. 268 Temper. 269 Decisions. 270 Giggly.
271 Skating. 272 Midnight. 273 Fireflies. 274 Pain. 275 Dark.
276 Hours. 277 Days. 278 Weeks. 279 Months. 280 Years.
281 Interrogation. 282 Poison. 283 Adultery. 284 Conspiracy. 285 Youth.
286 Big. 287 Small. 288 Round. 289 Beaten. 290 Practice.
291 Space. 292 Cemetery. 293 Amused. 294 Razor. 295 Cuddle.
296 Drunk. 297 Greed. 298 Revenge. 299 Research. 300 Good Intentions.
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December 31st, 2012


11:59 pm - Every Single One of Us...
Patience,btvsal

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March 26th, 2012


12:44 am - Extra Banners
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March 2nd, 2012


11:05 pm - Drabble - 005 Coffee
Patience groaned in a bad way as she sipped the coffee from the diner as she was getting breakfast. She had gotten so used to having good coffee from Chloe’s Sugar Shack in LA that she had obviously been spoiled. If things worked between her and Pat, she *had* to convince the man to move back to LA. Or maybe call and convince Chloe to open a Shack here in Vegas. Either was entirely possible. She knew that one of Chloe’s good friends, Bella, was here, so maybe she could get the future!Slayer (and her step-daughter, weirdly enough) to run it. God, SHE’D run it if it meant that she could get a good cup of coffee in this city. God help her she was gonna stab a bitch if she couldn’t get good coffee soon. Not even Starbucks compared to what she could get from Chloe’s place.

With a grumble, she grabbed the container of sugar and started pouring it into the coffee. If she couldn’t get the real thing, at least maybe she could simulate the experience a tad.
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February 8th, 2012


11:50 pm - Drabble - 252 Forgiveness
Patience had been spending much of the last week doing whatever she could to grovel to Pat and ingrain herself in his life again. Baily had come that same night as all the weirdness had happened to her and packed her stuff and moved out without incident. She hadn’t been expecting that to go over so well. Apparently Baily had come to her ‘senses’ and decided that she needed someone that she was going to get their undivided attention from. Not that she minded or anything. Patience would MUCH rather this go easy. It actually kind of hurt her feelings that it had been that easy to leave, but Patience figured that was the ‘other’ Patience that was feeling that. So she was having conflicting feelings. Great.

Still, that was something that she wasn’t going to bring up to Pat right now. Maybe she’d just consider it part of her penance for the hell that she had put Pat through. They were certainly taking things slow right now. So slow that she was pretty sure that it was going to kill her soon enough. Every once of her being was screaming for Pat and to have him again as HERS, but for once, she was showing restraint. Most unlike her, but she was doing it out of respect for Pat. She owed him that much.

Right now she was trying to prove that she could still be part demon and still be a good mother, though. As soon as she held Cash in her arms again she had known that she had made a major mistake in not coming to see him or arranging for some sort of shared custody. Just holding him and nuzzling against him made her so happy that she couldn’t even speak.

As much as she wanted Pat to forgive her, she knew that she had even MORE to make up to this little baby, and, no matter how things went with her and Pat, she knew that she was going to do it for Cash. She just hoped that things worked with Pat, too. A child needed both their mommy and daddy in the same home and loving each other for optimal development. Part of why she was so screwed up, probably. She’d never had that growing up, after all. She wasn’t going to let that happen to him, though. No fucking way.
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January 25th, 2012


06:18 pm - Three Things...
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
-Tank
-Plaid skirt
-Socks (but no underwear)


THREE THINGS YOU WANT VERY BADLY AT THE MOMENT
-Pat
-Cash
-For things to go back to normal


THREE PEOPLE WHO YOU HOPE WILL DO THE MEME
-Pat
-Gwen
-Paige


THREE THINGS YOU DID LAST NIGHT
-Watch TV
-Stare at the ceiling
-Look at the phone, willing it to ring (I’m a lame bitch right now.)


THREE THINGS YOU ARE GOING TO DO TOMORROW
-Call Pat
…The rest of my day depends highly on that call. I’ll let you know what I do when I do it.


THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE DRINKS
-Beer
-Orange Juice
-Soda


THREE THINGS THAT MADE YOU SMILE TODAY
Not a whole hell of a lot.

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06:08 pm - Character Meme
5 Excuses
-Demon made me do it.
-I can't be tamed.
-I can say no to anything except temptation
-I'm not a bitch. You just suck.
-I'm not stupid. I just don't care.

4 Explanations
-There is no EXPLANATION for what I've done. Just excuses. Pitiful, SHITTY excuses.

3 Wishes
-I want my family back.
-I want my LIFE back.
-I want to make up for all the wrong I've done.

2 Promises (1 Broken, 1 Kept)
-I promised Pat I'd be with him forever.
-I promised Hillary I'd be faithful. (Technically, I have been. That's as close to a kept promise I got, kids.)

1 Secret
-I'm not sure I ever loved Hillary in the way she deserved.

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April 11th, 2011


11:59 am
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Current Mood: [mood icon] bored

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March 2nd, 2011


04:28 pm - I Got Bored... Again
1. Think of your five best friends. Now list them, and what you would call the best physical feature of each.
1. ...Well, fuck if THAT isn't depressing...
2.
3.
4.
5.

2. Name the five best books you've ever read.
1. George Orwell, 1984
2. Vladimir Nabokov, Lolita
3. James Fenimore Cooper, The Last of the Mohicans
4. Mary Shelley, Frankenstein
5. Lewis Carroll, Alice's Adventures in Wonderland

3. Name the five best movies you've ever seen.
1. One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
2. A Clockwork Orange
3. Harvey
4. American Beauty
5. Memento

4. Name the five best albums you've ever heard.
1. The Beatles, Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band
2. Johnny Cash, At Folsom Prison
3. The Rolling Stones, Sticky Fingers
4. John Lennon, Imagine
5. Van Morrison, Moondance

5. Name the five places you'd most love to visit.
1. London
2. Amsterdam
3. Venice
4. Paris
5. Rome
Current Mood: [mood icon] depressed
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December 31st, 2010


09:21 pm - Poison

Current Mood: [mood icon] restless

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December 17th, 2010


03:00 am - Crank It Up, Baby

Current Mood: [mood icon] predatory

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December 11th, 2010


01:58 am - I'm Going Home...

Current Mood: [mood icon] thoughtful

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December 8th, 2010


10:50 pm - She said: "Kiss me, it'll heal, but it won't forget".

Current Mood: [mood icon] lonely

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December 3rd, 2010


10:17 pm - I'm Miss World, Watch Me Break and Watch Me Burn

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01:39 am - Got balls of steel, got an automobile, for a minimum wage
This is how Patience thinks that others that see HER at the moment...

Black Sheep, as performed by Brie Larson

Hello again, friend of a friend
I knew you when
Our common goal was waiting for the world to end
Now that the truth is just a rule that you can bend
You crack the whip
Shape-shift and trick
The past again

I'll send you my love on a wire
Light you up every time
Everyone, ooh
Pulls away, ooh
From you

Got balls of steel
Got an automobile for a minimum wage
Got real estate, I'm buying it all up in outer space
Now that the truth is just a rule that you can bend
You crack the whip
Shape-shift and trick
The past again

I'll send you my love on a wire
Lift you up every time
Everyone, ooh
Pulls away, ooh

It's a mechanical bull at number one
You'll take a ride from anyone
Everyone wants a ride
Pulls away, ooh
From you

Current Mood: [mood icon] moody

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November 21st, 2010


05:22 pm - Beauty in the Breakdown
Let Go, by Frou Frou

Drink up, baby, down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me, too busy
You're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So let go, let go
Jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for?
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

So let go, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later now
You can't await your own arrival
You have twenty seconds to comply

So let go, let go
Jump in
Oh well, whatcha waiting for?
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

So let go, let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's alright
Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

Current Mood: [mood icon] distressed

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November 19th, 2010


02:11 am - What Have I Become?
Hurt, as performed by Johnny Cash

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end

and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Current Mood: [mood icon] depressed

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November 17th, 2010


07:40 am - Raised on leather; with flesh on her mind
Devil Inside, by INXS

Here come the woman
With the look in her eye
Raised on leather
With flesh on her mind
Words as weapons sharper than knives
Makes you wonder how the other half die
Other half die

Here come the man
With the look in his eye
Fed on nothing
But full of pride
Look at them go
Look at them kick
Makes you wonder how the other half live

The devil inside
The devil inside
Every single one of us the devil inside

The devil inside
The devil inside
Every single one of us the devil inside

Here come the world
With the look in its eye
Future uncertain but certainly slight
Look at the faces
Listen to the bells
It's hard to believe we need a place called hell

Current Mood: [mood icon] cranky

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November 14th, 2010


06:51 pm - I'll see you on the dark side of the moon
Brain Damage, by Pink Floyd

The lunatic is on the grass
The lunatic is on the grass
Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs
Got to keep the loonies on the path
The lunatic is in the hall
The lunatics are in my hall
The paper holds their folded faces to the floor
And every day the paper boy brings more
And if the dam breaks open many years too soon
And if there is no room upon the hill
And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon
The lunatic is in my head
The lunatic is in my head
You raise the blade, you make the change
You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane
You lock the door
And throw away the key
There's someone in my head but it's not me.
And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear
You shout and no one seems to hear
And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes
I'll see you on the dark side of the moon

Current Mood: [mood icon] blah

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August 4th, 2010


08:48 pm - I'm bored
Go fuck yourself )

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